Thursday, August 23, 2012
谢谢你 敢跟我相爱
i am not encouraging same-sex relationship. but this is sweet. really.
as long as you don't keep reminding yourself that she's a girl.
Monday, August 20, 2012
But now I have two small holes in me.
-No matter how many years go by, i know one thing to be as true as ever was. I'll see you soon then.- Dear John.
There's always a someone in everyone's life. The someone that you fell in love with, despite the consideration of the future together, the financial problems in front, the two-sides-family connection, the fear of losing each other because of different colleges. The someone who you fell in love with, with your whole heart. no hesitation. because we're just too young. no idea how big is the world. no idea how long is the journey. The someone who you fell in love with, purely because you love him and those minutes together. and that's the only moment when love is truely blind. and without conditions.
Perhaps one day, when we're not childish naive teenagers anymore, but someone who has been outside the world, who has been through so much that words could ever describe, someone who has had loved each other, i'll see you soon then.
Saturday, July 28, 2012
im late. for what. reality
Austin: Sorry i waited for the rain.
Sam: It's okey.
And that marks my favourite movie so far.
Friday, July 20, 2012
ma mum pop
this just happened a few minutes ago. and i was laughing like crazy in front of the pc. and decided to write it down.
pretty was cooking in the kitchen. handsome was stretching outside cause vonne wanna jog today. it's a hobby/habit she picked up lately and handsome's joining her cause pretty said he desperately need some exercises. they're going to jog round the neighborhood i guess. i almost never jog with handsome. i tried out once and arrived home 4 hours later. he practically took me around sibu! totally not bluffing. ok a little. plus my direction sense is zero. so no choice i have to follow him around. and was totally worn out when reached home--weary from jogging and complaining. from that day onwards, i have jogging phobia. blame him. ush. too taken away from the subject. back to where we stopped. ...they're going to jog around the neighborhood i guess. and when they were ready, handsome shouted to pretty: remember to close the gate! pretty didn't reply, i think she was too busy cooking. then suddenly her iphone rang. it rang for about 5 seconds then stopped. i was thinking who could that lame dude be when pretty screamed from the kitchen: I KNOW! I WILL CLOSE THE GATE LATER OKEY! YOU DON HAVE TO SPECIALLY PHONE ME ABOUT IT! GOSH!
hahhahah. she was shouting at handsome who phoned her from just outside the house just to tell her to close the gate ._. i blame technology. handsome kept on giggling when he saw how furious pretty was. frustrated pretty gave him an annoying look and screamed: GET OUT LARR!
hahha. that's the end of the story. sheer cute rite.
xoxo.
pretty was cooking in the kitchen. handsome was stretching outside cause vonne wanna jog today. it's a hobby/habit she picked up lately and handsome's joining her cause pretty said he desperately need some exercises. they're going to jog round the neighborhood i guess. i almost never jog with handsome. i tried out once and arrived home 4 hours later. he practically took me around sibu! totally not bluffing. ok a little. plus my direction sense is zero. so no choice i have to follow him around. and was totally worn out when reached home--weary from jogging and complaining. from that day onwards, i have jogging phobia. blame him. ush. too taken away from the subject. back to where we stopped. ...they're going to jog around the neighborhood i guess. and when they were ready, handsome shouted to pretty: remember to close the gate! pretty didn't reply, i think she was too busy cooking. then suddenly her iphone rang. it rang for about 5 seconds then stopped. i was thinking who could that lame dude be when pretty screamed from the kitchen: I KNOW! I WILL CLOSE THE GATE LATER OKEY! YOU DON HAVE TO SPECIALLY PHONE ME ABOUT IT! GOSH!
hahhahah. she was shouting at handsome who phoned her from just outside the house just to tell her to close the gate ._. i blame technology. handsome kept on giggling when he saw how furious pretty was. frustrated pretty gave him an annoying look and screamed: GET OUT LARR!
hahha. that's the end of the story. sheer cute rite.
xoxo.
Friday, June 29, 2012
A farewell without a farewell
I don't have much besties in class. cause most of them were still new to me. unlike those crazies next door who had been my classmates for three fruitful junior years. but now we are apart and there's not many who actually still stay in touch with me. not that i am complaining or anything. i understand the circumstances that no one is to stay in your circle of life forever so treasure those who actually are working hard on it. and it was really hard for me at first cause i gotta know and meet new friends moreover i gotta merge into their world. that's kinda a ordeal for me.
as a result i really treasure those who happen to share the same language as i do in class. tata is one. i met her a few months ago. we shared the same desk. i think putting me and tata together was the best thing my form teacher has ever done. tata is deliriously funny and sweet and warm. i think she was one of those who actually are loved by all and sundry. she's a pro swimmer who goes training every morning at 6 and goes again at 4 in the evening. what human being does that! i used to admire her cause she seemed so perfect to me. of which i mean a promising swimming career, lots of friends(and i do mean a lot!), a loving family, and what's more important, endless food during recess! her mom, whom i have no idea what she's thinking, practically prepares a picnic basket for tata to bring to school everyday. i can't imagine another mother who would give her daughter that much food to bring to school. take my mom as an example, she's always talking about how fat i am and how in the end of the world that i should begin my diet. ish.
anyway tata became one of my besties in class. one that could share gossips and planks and experiences with no worry that she would go telling people around or that she would look down on me. she's a lively girl who never worry too much about does her hair looks right or is anyone going to laugh at her silliness when she gobbled a banana during business study lesson(well i laughed). haha. we gave the same comment during class council; we secretly share our lunch box together during boring lessons; we talked about everything in the world; we really got along so well.
noticed how i use past tense all the time? well here's when the story really starts.
i know she swims really well since the day i got knowledge of her. she was always participating compe in the name of our school, winning gold metals and breaking records. i know she truly loves swimming as if it's a part of her body and i know she's going to shine like wat someday. but i never know it would be this soon.
she had been telling me about she's going to be participating in this whatsoever sumba compe and the compe is going to take up 17 days. i was really happy for her cause from i hear it seemed like a really big compe. and i was totally proud of her. but i was worried at the same time. how's she going to catch up with the studies especially we're going to have a big exam at the end of july. but she said she will work harder when she comes back. she even got all those history star questions from me, saying that she would study whilst she competes there. all of this telling me one thing: that she's coming back soon. thus i never questioned her departure.
but until everyone's giving me that face, i know things are serious. sim3 told me everything. how tata hid from us about the news and how she spread it out by posting on the wall in our facebook class group after school. that actually she's going to this whatsoever sports school and learning while training there, how she said that she don wanna to leave us and how she don wanna those crying scenes and so she hid from us at school.
i was virtually shocked and stunned. that silly little girl. how can she do that? i mean i totally understand how she doesn't want us to be sad and crying and so for. as the matter of fact, i think i would do the exactly same thing. but come on, not even a goodbye. thoughts and images flashed through my little brain. i couldn't think clearly, i couldn't calm myself down and before i realize, tears burst out. sim3 beside seemed to have predicted this and he patted my back to comfort me. as i tried my best to stop those little drops rushing down my cheeks, i kept asking my classmates around me to ensure that the news is true. all those nodding kept pulling me down. i can't believe this. tata's gone. all of the sudden. i have never felt so lonely for a very long time.
dear tata, i don know if you're ever going to see this, but thank you and farewell with a heavy heart. not going to say more, but i know you'll understand. and. erm. i miss you already. xoxo, me.
as a result i really treasure those who happen to share the same language as i do in class. tata is one. i met her a few months ago. we shared the same desk. i think putting me and tata together was the best thing my form teacher has ever done. tata is deliriously funny and sweet and warm. i think she was one of those who actually are loved by all and sundry. she's a pro swimmer who goes training every morning at 6 and goes again at 4 in the evening. what human being does that! i used to admire her cause she seemed so perfect to me. of which i mean a promising swimming career, lots of friends(and i do mean a lot!), a loving family, and what's more important, endless food during recess! her mom, whom i have no idea what she's thinking, practically prepares a picnic basket for tata to bring to school everyday. i can't imagine another mother who would give her daughter that much food to bring to school. take my mom as an example, she's always talking about how fat i am and how in the end of the world that i should begin my diet. ish.
anyway tata became one of my besties in class. one that could share gossips and planks and experiences with no worry that she would go telling people around or that she would look down on me. she's a lively girl who never worry too much about does her hair looks right or is anyone going to laugh at her silliness when she gobbled a banana during business study lesson(well i laughed). haha. we gave the same comment during class council; we secretly share our lunch box together during boring lessons; we talked about everything in the world; we really got along so well.
noticed how i use past tense all the time? well here's when the story really starts.
i know she swims really well since the day i got knowledge of her. she was always participating compe in the name of our school, winning gold metals and breaking records. i know she truly loves swimming as if it's a part of her body and i know she's going to shine like wat someday. but i never know it would be this soon.
she had been telling me about she's going to be participating in this whatsoever sumba compe and the compe is going to take up 17 days. i was really happy for her cause from i hear it seemed like a really big compe. and i was totally proud of her. but i was worried at the same time. how's she going to catch up with the studies especially we're going to have a big exam at the end of july. but she said she will work harder when she comes back. she even got all those history star questions from me, saying that she would study whilst she competes there. all of this telling me one thing: that she's coming back soon. thus i never questioned her departure.
today's the first day of her absence, i placed my bag on her seat. i don like the seat beside me empty. but luckily sim3 changed seat and sat beside me. we don actually have a lot to talk about but i just like company, no matter they are quiet or noisy. until kevin turned from the front and asked me: hey do you know that tata is never coming back. and i was like: oh can you keep up a bit? she's going to a compe!and she's coming back soon. just as my words fell dead, all the faces in front turned back and looked at me in funny expressions. and i was like: what's going on? oh come on everyone, stop playing those face tricks. i certainly am not falling for that.
but until everyone's giving me that face, i know things are serious. sim3 told me everything. how tata hid from us about the news and how she spread it out by posting on the wall in our facebook class group after school. that actually she's going to this whatsoever sports school and learning while training there, how she said that she don wanna to leave us and how she don wanna those crying scenes and so she hid from us at school.
i was virtually shocked and stunned. that silly little girl. how can she do that? i mean i totally understand how she doesn't want us to be sad and crying and so for. as the matter of fact, i think i would do the exactly same thing. but come on, not even a goodbye. thoughts and images flashed through my little brain. i couldn't think clearly, i couldn't calm myself down and before i realize, tears burst out. sim3 beside seemed to have predicted this and he patted my back to comfort me. as i tried my best to stop those little drops rushing down my cheeks, i kept asking my classmates around me to ensure that the news is true. all those nodding kept pulling me down. i can't believe this. tata's gone. all of the sudden. i have never felt so lonely for a very long time.
dear tata, i don know if you're ever going to see this, but thank you and farewell with a heavy heart. not going to say more, but i know you'll understand. and. erm. i miss you already. xoxo, me.
Thursday, May 31, 2012
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
耐骂的家伙
迈入了第四天的工作岗位，
呜呼，抬头，挺胸，微笑，加油，今天继续努力尽量不要给挨骂吧，哈哈。
呜呼，抬头，挺胸，微笑，加油，今天继续努力尽量不要给挨骂吧，哈哈。
发现昨天才刚刚来工作的女孩今天没来了，八卦了才知道是因为不耐骂。
这时另外一个阿姨问我：诶艺绫，你好像没给骂过厚？
我崩溃：哪里有啊阿姨，我第一天来就给骂了，还是给最凶的那个阿姨厚。
她说：诶，那你还蛮耐骂的嘛，不错哦。
心里OS着：嘻嘻姐姐可是有练过的，能屈能伸丫;)
哈哈。
咖啡店里有三个“10”，一个是我，一个是老板娘的女儿奕伶，一个是负责茶水间的10阿姨。
（我不会写她的名，哈哈，不过还是照样叫）
所以非常之混乱，因为三个人名字的音都是一样的。
最近负责炒煮间的老板娘Mdm Ngu不耐去，
就说：徐艺绫，你以后叫102，陈奕伶，你叫101，茶水间的阿姨就叫10阿姨。
奕伶问：为什么我是101，我比较小也。
Mdm Ngu说：因为在这里你是前辈，艺绫是晚辈嘛。
:) 没关系，我喜欢102。
其实我对于点单什么的还是很陌生，
常常忘记店里有什么茶水没有什么茶水；
星期一二三有什么面，星期五六日没有；
又常常忘记食物名称华语和方言怎么念；
常常把每个摊子的阿姨们弄到无可奈何。
哈哈，正在努力的加油进步当中。
这天来了对父子，儿子看起来就是人小鬼大的感觉。
所以我到他们的桌前的时候就先问儿子：Hi，你想吃什么？
他说：云吞面，还要一杯超超超超超超超超超冷的TehO！
不要说我做作，他真的说了那么多次“超”。
他爸爸瞪他他一眼：不用那么多“超”啦。
我心里OS：还是爸爸成熟。
结果他爸爸转过来微笑跟我说：超超超超超超冷就够了。
这位爸爸._.
结果儿子生气了：不要，我就是要超超超超超超超超超冷的！天气很热也！
爸爸就说：好啦好啦，小姐，超超超超超超超超超冷的TehO一杯。
我很配合的说：好没有问题，超超超超超超超超超冷的TehO一杯。
儿子很开心的笑了(:
所以说嘛，顾客的笑容简直就是我们服务员最好的收成。
OneCentCafe的生意真的不是普通的好，早上超忙的拜托。
可是到了差不多11点的时候就松了，就开始盘算下午要吃什么。
我发现我每天去工作都是为了早餐和午餐而活。
哈哈，只要那天早上MdmNgu答应我说午餐会多留点饭给我，我那天早上就会做的超勤的。
阿姨们都说：你的要求也太低了吧，简直就是为了早餐午餐晚餐而活。
这句话对我来说 根本就是废话啊，这是当然的！哈哈哈哈哈哈哈:DD
呜呼，明天31号了，继续加油努力尽量不要给骂吧。
才工作几天罢了，感觉要虚脱了丫，脚痛。
睡觉去；charging去；明天继续给他拼了。
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