i trust no school

some facts are rushing through.

well first--school's starting in two days.

and second--i haven't done much studies yet.

third--im still on my blogspot. 

and fourth--macbarbie's new video is out. 

carrying on fifth--i having it run on another tab. 

sixth--mildred implied on going on a movie last night.

seventh--books don't seem to like me much.

well eighth--neither does the school.

ninth--don't worry i don't like them either. 

and lastly--i trust no one who's excited with back to school. 

xoxo

the most absorbing moment

everyone has their own 'most absorbing moment' in life. alright, now i sound like im writing an essay.


but really i probably just experienced my 'most absorbing moment' in my entire life though i have only spent 17 years of it.

but i know for sure that it is it.



the story goes like this.


i have 'goosebumped' arms. that means my upper part of my arm are covered with this fake goosebumps.

it's not itcy, it's not irritating, no it's irritating, but it doesn't hurt or anything. but it's there.

i thought of nothing more about those, i thought it was just genetic sign that i was truly born by my mom -___- cause my cousins have them too.


but my mom strongly declared that it was not normal and insisted on taking me to the doctor of traditional Chinese medicine.


i actually preferred to go to the doctor of traditional Chinese medicine ( is there a shorter name for these-___-) over the doctor of Western medicine. (oh great, here comes another one.)


from now on, doctor of traditional Chinese medicine would be DTCM and the doctor of Western medicine would be DWM alright.

just to make it easy for both of us.


i goggled search DTCM and DWM just to make sure that it's not a funny word in reality.

turns out DTCM is Department Tourism and Commerce Marketing. wow. and DWM is dynamic window manager.

all these professionalization is gonna bring this blog into the next level.


anyway, i preferred to go to the DTCM over the DWM cause DTCM just works better for me.

and cause this doctor that i go to is really cute. lolol.



we sat down at his table. and he did his regular stuffs, looking at my tongue, feel my pulse and check my former medical condition.


i was ready to act just like an adult and speak for myself but my mom was too quick for me.


apparently she answered all the doctor's questions for me whilst i sat there, feeling like a 4 year old.


mom im 18!

ish.

well i didn't turn hmp, i was so ready to speak for myself.

but anyway, the doctor explained a lot of things that i don't quite understand to my mom and turned out she was right.

it was not normal. 

it has something to do with my digestive system and my own poor constitution. 

that's nothing serious really. until the doctor said," oh btw, there's a few things that you have to stop eating."

and i was like

--fine. what's it.

doctor: well first no eggs. no seafood. no food with chemicals involved (that practically just rules out everything) no canned food etc etc.

and i was like

--NO!

i screamed: NO! how could you do that! you're practically curbing my appetite! you don't wanna do that! you'll be sorry! how could i ever ever live without foooooooodd!!

no i was kidding. haha i was a good obedient patient. though deep in my heart i don't wanna listen to him.

so here im in front of my dining table and have absolutely no idea what i shall can have for breakfast.

might be a great time to lose a few pounds.

but still :p

im a proud born eater.

so erm anyone out there who has the same problem as me, don't leave it and think it's incurable, seek advice from a doctor (: you could change everything. good luck!

xoxo. 

buonanotte

没有星星的夜晚

只有棉被的温暖

配上热热的美渌

看着浪漫偶像剧

想个不该想的人

偷偷在心里许愿

其实还蛮满足的

every morning every morning

getting up from bed, trying to look my specs.

woah woah, hold it, why isn't it on the desk that i leave on every night. 

"vonne, wake up! get up quick."

"no, go away."

"no come on seriously. wake up."

"ugh! what!?"

"did you see my specs?"

"no. now go away."

ish, then why did i put my specs. 

okok eileen calm down, recall, you were watching pitch perfect final performance. 

no, that was like two nights ago.

yea yea that was two nights ago.

last night..oh! you were reading the book that mom bought.

what else? oh and suddenly mom barged in and told you that you desperately need to do a mask.

and then.....you decided to.

okay so, moving on, you're doing your mask and reading your book.

then  you accidentally fell asleep. yep yep that's it, cause you briefly remember voone coming in and switched off the lights for you.

ok then! if you accidentally fell asleep, that means the specs are under the bed again hehe.

searching searching searching searching.

gosh, i find nothing. how can that be!

ok, we'll run through the story again. gosh.

ok first, you were reading the book that mom bought.

and suddenly mom barged in and told you that you desperately need to do a mask.

and then....you decided to.

so you did.

oh mask mask mask mask mask.

when i did my mask i had to take off my specs right.

yea it's in the bathroom.

look there it is.

sherlock holmes choc to the rescue.





lol.

let's break up

i have been in a relationship for the past months. 

finally confessing it. not that someone really did ask bout it.

lol.

he's cute actually. 

he told me i can do anything and i have the ability.

he inspires me to be a better person. 

he told me to work hard on my studies.

he kept me motivated all the time.

he kept me staying up all night. 

i thought im in love. 

i really did.

but lately he has been too abusive. 

he hurt me mentally and physically.

he kept me worrying late at night for tomorrow.

he kept me in a box.

he has been too controlling. 

he told me im not doing enough, never enough.

i thought i was just being too unthankful. 

i thought i was taking his love for granted. 

i tried to give in.

but for him, it was never enough.

given time, it's just too tiring for me.

so i decided to break up and find someone better.

so boy, i dare not say it in front of your face. 

cause im afraid i'll cry. 

believe me baby, it's not easy. it never was.

because we did have some really great times together. 

and i still love you. but i really think this is it.

i hope you find a girl better than me, someone who really appreciates you.

forgive me,

but your love's just too overwhelming for me.

so heavyhearted, i wanna say..

and so this is how everyday goes

900 pm.

alright fine, im finally finally ready now. to sleep to study! alright be determined sweetheart. yeaa history i love you!

905pm.

oh my goodness, i have this strangest feeling that nigahiga posted something on youtube. let me check, just 5 minutes will do.

.

.

1100pm.

yes! brilliant eileen. you've wasted another 2 hours. ugh. never mind, imma wake up really earrrly tomorrow.

set alarm for 300am and a 305am and a 310am. just in case you know.

300am. 

ugh. shut up with your never ever ever getting back together. 

305am.

nooo. shut up taylor swift. just another 5 minutes.

310am.

alright i have had enough of this! where's my phone. im so gonna turn this stupid alarm off!

.

.

.

630am.

im so killing myself -__-

for the whole holiday

*1

EXPECTATION

watch NO movies and study hard! :O

REALITY 

have watched Facing The Giant, re-watched Dear John, Gone, Hairspray, My Princess. a chapter of business study done -_-

*2

EXPECTATION

eat healthy and do exercises everyday!:O

REALITY

have been eating Wall's ice-cream out of the container and pizza for supper -_- and where exactly have i put my yoga mat.

*3

EXPECTATION

stop One Direction and Macbarbie addiction and try reading some books! :O

REALITY

bought two books from the store for bookshelf decorations and was recently introduced youtuber Nigahiga by bestie -_- blame her. 

*4

EXPECTATION

clear out my messy desk and redecorate my room! :O 

REALITY

found all the diy ideas from tumblr and weheartit and store them in my pendrive. desk is still a mess and there's nothing on the huge wall yet -_-

*5

EXPECTATION

must watch Warm Bodies with bestie at the cinema! :O

REALITY

miss the time on the last day and decided to buy the dvd to watch together -_-

*6

EXPECTATION

wake up early every morning to study for exam! :O

REALITY

wake up early every morning for breakfast that lasts two hours -_- 

*7 

EXPECTATION

do many blogspots on holidays! :O

REALITY

school starts in two days and this is the first post -_-

man, i think too much of myself. 

ma mum pop

this just happened a few minutes ago. and i was laughing like crazy in front of the pc. and decided to write it down.

pretty was cooking in the kitchen. handsome was stretching outside cause vonne wanna jog today. it's a hobby/habit she picked up lately and handsome's joining her cause pretty said he desperately need some exercises. they're going to jog round the neighborhood i guess. i almost never jog with handsome. i tried out once and arrived home 4 hours later. he practically took me around sibu! totally not bluffing. ok a little. plus my direction sense is zero. so no choice i have to follow him around. and was totally worn out when reached home--weary from jogging and complaining. from that day onwards, i have jogging phobia. blame him. ush. too taken away from the subject. back to where we stopped. ...they're going to jog around the neighborhood i guess. and when they were ready, handsome shouted to pretty: remember to close the gate! pretty didn't reply, i think she was too busy cooking. then suddenly her iphone rang. it rang for about 5 seconds then stopped. i was thinking who could that lame dude be when pretty screamed from the kitchen: I KNOW! I WILL CLOSE THE GATE LATER OKEY! YOU DON HAVE TO SPECIALLY PHONE ME ABOUT IT! GOSH!

hahhahah. she was shouting at handsome who phoned her from just outside the house just to tell her to close the gate ._. i blame technology. handsome kept on giggling when he saw how furious pretty was. frustrated pretty gave him an annoying look and screamed: GET OUT LARR!

hahha. that's the end of the story. sheer cute rite.


xoxo.