i have been in a relationship for the past months.
finally confessing it. not that someone really did ask bout it.
lol.
he's cute actually.
he told me i can do anything and i have the ability.
he inspires me to be a better person.
he told me to work hard on my studies.
he kept me motivated all the time.
he kept me staying up all night.
i thought im in love.
i really did.
but lately he has been too abusive.
he hurt me mentally and physically.
he kept me worrying late at night for tomorrow.
he kept me in a box.
he has been too controlling.
he told me im not doing enough, never enough.
i thought i was just being too unthankful.
i thought i was taking his love for granted.
i tried to give in.
but for him, it was never enough.
given time, it's just too tiring for me.
so i decided to break up and find someone better.
so boy, i dare not say it in front of your face.
cause im afraid i'll cry.
believe me baby, it's not easy. it never was.
because we did have some really great times together.
and i still love you. but i really think this is it.
i hope you find a girl better than me, someone who really appreciates you.
forgive me,
but your love's just too overwhelming for me.
so heavyhearted, i wanna say..
